For the next 2 years

Hey, so i am here to clear some of your doubts on my ask.fm.

I got into Serangoon Junior College.

I have not forgotten the joy of being able to transfer to a college,

from a hell hole,

so yeah, i am very very thankful.

Funny how i do not actually feel the urge to appeal to the schools that hadn't accept me.

To do a recap,

or an update for those who do not know,

i scored a 14. (-4) in my O levels.

It ain't anything good but hey,

i no longer cringe when i say it.

Catholic Junior College and Meridian Junior College both has a cut off of 10,

but rejected me.

I don't even feel sad.

I'm excited to begin this short journey of 2 years,

but i'll have to tackle 2016 first.

I am getting a tattoo sooner than you think,

my only issue is that i am not very sure if i should spend that amount of money.

especially when i am moving out this year.

more on that later.

A joke to share with you.

If you haven't read one of my previous posts,

you should.

http://devil-angel-taiskye.blogspot.sg/2015/05/public-display-of-affection.html

Temasek Junior College fell from a cut-off of 7 to ...9!!!

i find this funny because of how the college thinks they are all prestigious,

with a good reputation.

Such that their students have to have their personal rights and freedom ripped off of them,

especially when they are already legal,

just to protect the college's "image".

so much for having an image. 

in my opinion, the school is a disgrace itself to the Singaporean education system.

i have school, SCHOOL, tomorrow. the word sounds so foreign to me, but a good kind of foreign.

bye x

29 January 2016

Singapore

He'd regret, but it doesn't matter anymore

It's one of those mornings,

Where it's 4.15 am,

You sit up in bed,

Too tired and wanting so badly to sleep,

Your eyes is swollen,

You see everything crystal clear.

You've decided on something,

You wish you hadn't.

You wish things weren't as bad,

You hoped for something that'll change your decision.

Deep down you know,

Nothing will come.

Let go. Move on.

15 January 2016

Singapore

The First Day for me

Howdy.

I have a feeling, that today is gonna be the day, everything changes.

For the better? or for the worse?

I have no idea.

But in the morning the previous day, I filled up the form that'll change my life back around.

I'm going to college. Again.

I can't wait.

I fucking can't wait to get my life back on track again.

It's been long since i felt this way.

Empowered to change.

I feel so good.

I'm ready for the first day of my new life.

I'm ready for new year resolutions.

1) Meet my savings goals every month/ have an income every month

2) study hard

3) be fit again/ workout more often

4) be confident in myself

5) be a good girlfriend/a better girlfriend (?)

Here are also some little things i plan to do soon:

- Dedicated to my CCA

- keep to my daily beauty routine

- get a tattoo (i will make a post about this)

there are some more, but my babe demands for my attention so seeya x

13 January 2016

Singapore