"Fallen Angel, fallen so i can catch you": Last day.

On the very last day of the best vacation, how would you feel?

I don't know about you but I sure feel like shit.

I kinda wish someone would give me enough crap for me to feel worse and distract me from this current problem.

At least until I'm back in Singapore.

Then I won't feel so much like I wanna leech here my whole life.

But nobody's been there to give me enough to think such that I'm distracted from this so right now I'm still thinking of ways to leave Malaysia later.

I've never regretted anything I did in my 16 years of life except for one sole thing.

even for me, that seems like an accomplishment.

I never go saying, I wish I never done that.

I've made the right choices for myself.

That's because I learn from everything I do, be it you like it or not.

Just like this trip here.

I learnt loads. I made mistakes, I got into trouble.

But I learnt so I never wished those mistakes weren't made.

But I feel like crying now.

Why can't I cry yesterday, why can't I cry because of something else?

It feels stupid to cry just because you're going home (WHERE YOU DONT BELONG)

I've managed to pull my way through the countless of problems I have encountered but one silly problem like this got me stuck.

It's just going home CYNTHIA (cythia---an inside joke), JUST GET YOUR STUPID HEAD AROUND THE FACT.

I think I'm too tired to continue.

But on a side note,

Just to explain my previous blogpost which some people are too dumb to comprehend.

I thank my readers that actually support and like me sincerely and TRUTHFULLY because I'm really grateful they're there amongst the morons which I'm gonna address now. (I'll try to make this simple for you guys no worries)

I thank you very much (more so than the readers that like me) BECAUSE, is this loyalty? Despite how much you say you hate me and can't bear with whatever I say here and want me to close my blog down, you actually read it in so much more detail than the others. You even found language errors.

Teach me how to be loyal like you.

Must have learnt it from a dog, pity I don't own one.

Oh and I learnt why I am so arrogant some times. Pardon me.

See, I always feel like a genius.