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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

Summary and goodbye

Goodbye to Malaysia very very soon.

Tomorrow.

I don't know about you guys but my June holidays this year was special.
Or my stay over in Malaysia was really eventful.

Recap:

First was ofcourse the trip to Sunway Lagoon.
Second was a wedding I attended where I had my many glassfuls of wine. So much fun and I really felt as light as I was wasted (but I'm not okay)

(^ fave photo)

Then ofcourse we had me snake visiting our house.
So for those of you who think a few childish and spiteful words and actions could actually put me down or that I'll back down, THINK AGAIN. I was brought up in an environment where NONE of you would ever have experienced.


Climbed a few mountains as part of my exercise schedule.

Which reminds me, I've always wanted to be free, to have freedom, but I realize sometimes I really lose track of my life.

Is freedom really the point of it all?
The quarrels and that rough break up?
Was it all freedom to blame?
Caught this movie.
How to train your dragon 2

Highly recommended, I do not know if Singapore has it already or YET.
But if ever, the plot of this movie is not one you should miss.
It teaches some true values SOME people should learn.

Shopping yesterday while taking a moment off from my temporary job at my cousin-in-law's shop^^

And then another special first time experience at this place^

High tea with the best macarons I have EVER tasted. But the price is also a WOW factor.

The tea is also really special. It's not very sweet but it smells SUPER sweet.

But it's the feeling.
It's weird actually.

Surrounding the place is actually a tall glass wall separating us from the outside and it's also at the bottom of the building.

So that means everyone could stand at the top floors and outside and peer inside.
So I felt abit like an animal in the zoo being observed behind the glass panel.

Rather hilarious actually but it makes me feel less up-tight as it's a little less posh like all the other high tea restaurants I went to before.

And then yesterday i had steamboat at a steamboat restaurant.

Another first.
Really great, the food is delicious especially the mutton I had.
The tomyam soup is also not very oily and give me that all greasy feeling.
All in all, everything is beautiful EVEN the view.

BUT this is ofcourse layers and layers of fat piling on top of one another under that skin of mine.

Which means a really tiring workout session later today.
Waiting for evening in 2 hours time, perfect time for workout (IM WEIRD THIS WAY)

AND my mom is just being herself again. Super irritating nagging and nagging at me. So those who think I can't shut my mouth, THERE is where I got my genes from.

SHE is not a mom ANY of you have and any of you will EVER want to have. So if you don't know her don't tell me I'm being ungrateful for having a mom because I most rather NOT have such a life with a mom like her.

I DO NOT LOVE HER, so don't ask again. If you want to scold her though, don't scold her of actions that she didn't do because she has plenty for you to scold that she actually DID.
But then again, some useless AND brainless people speak anything that cross their minds like a child throwing a tantrum.


If you have a happy family and you used to draw that when you were young GOOD FOR YOU.

Because I NEVER felt that way to draw that and I was NEVER childish like some people.

I don't go around telling people I don't like:" NOBODY LIKES YOU!"

Because that is plain childish like this guy I know that goes to my school, he totally speaks what he feels but he doesn't use the word "I" but the word "everybody".
Please speak like a 16 year old and not like 10 years ago.

Okay enough of my rantings^^
Some of you guys don't deserve this.

Anyway so much for studying.
I only did so little revision here in Malaysia but WHATEVER.
I can catch up with the remaining of the holidays I have.

THATs the view I was talking about at the steamboat restaurant.

Oh and I can be childish too.
I HATE YOU GUYS WHO INSULT ME AND YOU SUCK.

One last thing: if anyone know what's Majon Buu or something Buubuu similar, tell me.^^

16 June 2014
Malaysia

1 comment:

  1. Wow, you look good for a A class pornstar! Since malaysia is do good, why not stay there and dont go back to singapore. Your mom must have regretted the night your dad's penis was unprotected!

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