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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

Life is short, break the rules.

I'm just gonna post photos about new year. It was great but maybe I'll elaborate sometime later,Using computer? since now I'm using my phone.
Don't mind me alright if I get to "weird" by not saying anything.

 Eve.

Day 1.

Day 2.

Day 3.
Le favourite.
Guess why? *yes I mean this shot and the outfit flatters*

Day 4. 
Photo bombed. But it's alright, we know who's the main.

Okay I know that's very little, very very little for new year, but you can't blame me right? I'm not in the mood. 

Mandatory selfie.

If you're wondering what is this black picture, it's the lighted "lantern" that's the focus.
It's Cynthia's very own lantern, you know those that you wrote wishes on it and it flies.
Yeah, a lot of hopes and wishes WHICH I will not reveal now or ever.:P

Two pairs of shoes I changed for new year. (Overseas, can't bring many shoes though I almost brought my entire wardrobe)

Okay so about that lantern (I told ya I'm not In the right mind, jumping from this to that), I also attached a special small something to it.

Yup, the piece of puzzle. Maybe the only key, the only thing that I held on because it's what made us fit, what made us click. Yeah, me and him. But it went, away, not coming back again.
Just like the relationship I know, not coming back.(:
But it's okay, it was okay already.
Everything is fine.


Worked out. 
Junk food and the party had gotten to me. Thank god I could still move that fat ass.

And thank god I was in good shape when HE came back.
Today, since forever(he graduated), he was back.

But not giving me any feelings, but more reason to worry, and to work harder.

He was in one of the top schools.

But not a surprise, since I already knew he did well (already= before he even took the exam).
So I must do well too. That's crap, what has it got to do with me?:/

Yep, does it link? Relevant?
But it's okay, everything is fine.
I glanced at him for one second and it's fine.

It has been two years, whatever feelings have faded into nothingness.
I'm fine, alright, ready to fight.

I love this quote.
Because I've gone through what I think was enough for me to last for a lifetime.

Perhaps I'm slowly getting the hang of it, the meaning of "hardwork". Let's hope this lasts, let's hope I'll be fine.

I would've written more, if not for the limited amount my phone takes to upload.
The larger the content, the more the time taken.

Anyways, see ya again babies.
Till then, where I discuss about the hilarious topic (for those who actually know): Anton Casey 

Happy Valentines..... EVE

13 February 2014
Singapore

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