Me

Hey.

It’s a long time, really really long time.

How long was it?

So long that I skipped my birthday.

that was what i wore for my birthday.

yep.

T-shirt and jeans.

i thought that maybe,

since it's my birthday,

i would do something special,

something i don't usually do.

then,

i realized my "usual" dressing,

is the "special" for others.

and then the "usual" for others,

it's the "special" for me.

ya whutever.

i'm speaking my USUAL crap.

well i spend my birthday with Boly ofcourse.

since she's like the closest to me. (more like i'm the closest to her)

actually, it's just closer la.

ugh.

oh and i bought myself a birthday gift.

yes!!!! i know it's not very practical for Singapore's weather.

but...

finally the pullover hoodie i wanted to have.

heh (:

Boly bought one too (not the same)

we caught a movie,

Police Story (Jackie Chan)

movies 9.5/10

because i don't give perfect scores and im not really a

"grade movie type"

enought of my birthday,

it was on 5th of January for those who don't already know.

techinally, it's 21 days after my birthday.

so away with that topic

so what's today's topic?

ME.

boring stuff, you can shut your computer,

you can switch sites,

or maybe if you're really out of your mind today,

then stay and listen to me talk ALOT about myself.

Me.

usual updates first:

school this year has started off...

REALLY REALLY GOOD surprisingly.

exams are over in a flash,

results are almost all out in a blink.

results are great (okay maybe not)

neutral.

classmates are surprisingly awesome.

really,

surprisingly.

although,

some freaking stupid retarded fucker still treats me like i'm a disease.

well,

no one should be offended if he/she is not doing what i said he/she was doing.

(if you get what i mean)

we have new teachers for lessons.

i managed to focus during lesson (almost all of the time)

so ya.

oh and..

i still workout.

i didn't gain weight,

lost a few pounds.

that's about it?

for the "updates" part.

now perhaps a few facts about me since i think,

i haven't really spoken about myself much,

or actually,

i haven't really anything else to talk about at the moment.

So yeah. my name is Cynthia, those who don't know, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE D:

i'm 16 currently, like really birthday over kinda 16.

which means NC16 shows are officially available for me (;

i love black and i love snakes.

not a very "sunshine" kind of girl i guess.

actually,

i can't shut up.

i really can't.

i MUST talk, and alot.

i always talk, and i think i'm self-centered.

because i always want to be heard,

but somehow,

i also love to hear from others.

so if i ever keep very quiet,

means i'm in serious shit.

but it also means,

don't mess with me.

next,

i honestly fall for people real easily.

omg i really am a slut or bitch (but not a whore okay).

but i lose feelings real easily too.

basically,

it's my current boyfriend, going-to-be ex boyfriend.

if you didn't think this message is too boring and read it,

you should know it's only one month we've been together.

trust me, he's not the first i've been like that to.

honestly,

i have no idea why i'm like that.

but if you're reading this raph,

i really don't like you on the third day of our relationship,

because you really bore the hell outta me.

i'm not even kidding.

you say all the wrong things and you

turn. me. off.

period.

to be continued....

talking to a very important person (or more like about an important topic)

26 January 2014

Singapore