King Kong

I think if I'd spoken to you the past two days, you'd realized I've rewatched the best tragedy movie (to me at least) of all time!

Well if you hadn't pictured me as a fan of tragic endings, then welcome to knowing cynthia.

I am always up for a good cry. 

And that's exactly what I did when I watched "King Kong" all over again. I cried, and my heart actually ached so much.

Because I knew "King Kong" was gonna die despite being such a lovely animal.

Look at him when he's upset.

Sad and angry.

Why? Why did he have to die? 

They said "the beauty killed the beast"

It's just humanity. It's just what we are right?

We're monsters, more of one than King Kong itself.

You all must be thinking :

SHE MUST BE LOSING IT.

It's just a movie, I know.

But don't you see it? Don't you see that only animals are capable of giving this unconditional and pure love?

For those who'd actually asked me before what do I actually look for in a guy, THIS.

If you could actually protect me but at the same time controlling and leading me, then you're it.

But you know what? I've given up looking in this god damn hopeless world.

Or at least I have found one but he changed. (They always do don't they? Those guys?)

I can't believe this, after replaying the scenes of KING KONG in my brain I'm actually about to cry again.

If you were that big, you were that ugly, you were that intimidating and despite that, you were that gentle, then perhaps I couldn't care less if you were the perfect boyfriend material, because I know I would've chosen you.

Okay I'll stop. XD

Anyway, it's right before school right now and because I've decided to wake up really early, I'm sitting in the kitchen with nothing better to do but blog.

Goodbye, be back real soon!

23 May 2014

Singapore