This post is going to be a short one.
I will spare you guys of the details of my love life.
Just wanted to tell you people whose in a relationship or even, single:
Sometimes, we lose control.
Everyone loses control.
It's okay to lose control of your life.
What you have to do is get back on track.
My boyfriend and I, we splurged without thinking. We spent his mother's money and mine too, without restricting ourselves.
I'm ashamed to say, we've spent so much that his mom was devastated when she found out.
Let's just say yesterday wasn't the best day.
His mom was so shocked and she didn't react very well.
I admit so, I'm immature. Maybe, my mom is right, the commenters in my previous posts were right too.
I'm probably immature. I probably ain't capable of handling a relationship well.
Actually, I already created chaos out of my boyfriends smooth sailing life.
And I said I loved him.
I'm definitely going to hell
I would give anything at all to fix his problems for him.
This guy who gave me nothing but a wider smile, a better every day.
He taught me that no matter how things were, we will always remain the same as long as we both want it.
It's the same for everyone.
It's your life, you call the shots.
I know I've done damage to your life and I'm sorry.
I'm so so sorry when I see your one tear, one tear is enough to shatter every little broken piece of my heart into way smaller pieces.
I'm so sorry for every frown caused.
But I'm not sorry for all the times you've been reckless for me.
I can't be sorry for those time you've done things you never did in your life. You've taken a jump, a shot at courage and recklessness.
You've given me a world where love stories do actually exist.
And I really do love you.
I feel it in my bones.
You know baby?
I've never fancied cute, until I me you: cute is my favourite word.
17 May 2015
Singapore
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