"Fallen Angel, fallen so i can catch you": I'm a selfish woman yes, i'm proud to be.

WELL HELLO. My dad's out so i'm here as promised. It will be a long upload but relax, there'll be pictures and stuffs to keep you entertained. sososo, hmm, what should i start with? Perhaps maybe... OH YES... THIS

Yep XD that's the trophy. My first ever debate and i actually won. Thereby, victory tasted great but... well to be honest, i found the opposing team weren't all that strong so it was easy for my team and -coughs-, my performance really weren't all that up to standard HOWEVER, you all shall not laugh at me okay?! (: because, helloooo, besides this being my first ever debate, i received no training or anything! so if i could actually speak confidently and argue even, i am already doing great. RIGHT? right. Shush okay people, we don't want everyone to know that i was actually quite nervous. LALALALALA. HEHE :P but anyway guys, great news! i was asked for a second debate, this time in both English and Chinese language. YAY, but stress level is really high too. Apparently my school forked up 1000 dollars just to send professionals to train us for 4 lessons. Seriously, i feel like i HAVE to win. but the schools we are up against ain't no easy targets anymore. It's only my second debate dearies ): i'm really quite worried that my nerves will get the better of me and screw everything up )': whattt should i doooooo? but it's too late to back out anyway, since i already gave my consent to participate. AHWELL! i should just do my best and hopefully, do well. After all nerves aside, people who knew me know that arguing IS my forte. Well speaking of which...

When the boss comes into the picture to practice her debating skills. (i know i rock thank you)

And so, the heated debate is there. This is on Instagram where a shop owner meets a customer who fails to read the owner's terms and conditions about "no trade and no nego", and continues to bug the owner for negotiation after many rejections and on the last few messages of texts, she actually replied in a demanding tone, not only so, she actually replied very rudely ( saying: "forget it, i'm not interested anymore" ). so, the owner which is @newxdisaster here, got really pissed and posted a picture of her and the incident with a few insulting comments, but i totally side with her. and in this case, two girls, i have to mention with poor English and really hilariously failed reasoning came into the picture to actually scold me, well hey, it's me you're talking about there, just in case you didn't know, nobody messes with me. what's more, you really should be working on your language skills rather than talking to me. Besides throwing insults, @nodinme and @dearharu has no other way of arguing their point, despite, they still cease to feel ashamed and continue to speak as if their set of arguments were really impressive. These people are seriously let downs of the society. It really pissed me off at first, but after that i found them seriously things to be laughed at. whats more, lemme show you something.

YES,i can only laugh. That's the useless fool who has been arguing with me all along- @dearharu, and the one with the hair all over her face, that's the rude customer who hasn't appeared once, probably to much of a coward. How ugly can a person be? that's seriously one of a kind, those things up there ain't even to be looked at. TURNS OUT? those two are friends. then @nodinme is a newly created account, probably another friend of the customer who was another coward or the customer herself. Whatever is it, we all see who's the loser here, bunch of cowardly dogs which aren't of any use both inside and outside. Basically, rotten all over. I'm not sorry to insult them. If you didn't have the ability to, don't come on here and place your arguments that were seriously a failure. Instead of making a fruitless attempt to spice things up in your boring life (we all can see why is her life boring, because she's too ugly), why not try and maybe earn some money to invest on both your knowledge (sadly, intelligence is something fixed and she'll have to remain stupid) and your face. Perhaps a plastic surgeon in Korea? Or else, shouldn't you be hiding at home and not show your face around to embarrass your family members for having such a hideous child?

as you all can see, i'm no kind woman. step on my toe and i sure as hell will make your life a living hell. BUT, she's ugly and it IS A FACT.

Even smiling the ugliest i can, i looked like probably a million times better than that thing.
not that i'm being proud.

There. I just proved my point. and let me clarify some things. yes, the customer might have been really poor, but she was rude, that was exactly why i scolded her so much. After all i myself ain't really that well off, why would i look down on the poor? I myself have tried to negotiate on the prices, but after clarification and rejection ONCE, i would have stopped and even apologize if i changed my mind about buying the items. If i didn't have enough money, I save or i don' buy. simple as that. so if i'm able to save and eat lesser just to purchase some things, why does that fucker (pardon my poor use of strong words) there things by being shameless and asking ceaselessly for negotiation would get her what she wants. FAT HOPE YEA. so she doesn't have the right to be rude. point made, i shall move on to another subject.

so since i'm in high spirits today, i decided to model on a dress which is of a style i hardly wear.

Yep and i was so happy i looked like i was floating. I know i have a great figure and i am awesome thank you. (shameless me is really shameless but well, i'm proud of myself and so to say, i have a reason to be) I may not be really skinny guys, but although i always say i am, i know i'm not fat. I am definitely flawed, but that's what makes me proud because definitely, i have many more things to be proud of than many others in this world. Soooo... Yep, i've begun to think of myself and really analyse what i have and what i don't. I no longer am like the me i was before who only think of others or more likely... W.Y. I am selfish now yes but in this world where the competition is what determines your path in life, i have to be and i could, should and would be. We all have to fight for what we want. This is reality people, reality is war and war is bloodshed. If it's not your opponents death, it is yours. so i hope i act as warning to you guys, to remind all of you darlings that you never know what a smile holds. well, more than often, mine holds a thousand daggers.

BUT, i have the capability to be nice too. i just learnt that rarity is better cherished so i'm only nice to certain people.