Who expects me to be here on this particular day?
we could say it's special.
not very much, just that last year's today is perhaps the day i would remember most clearly?
or maybe not?
well i have something hilarious to share.
SEEMS liker we've been talking.
SEEMS like he finally remembered me.
people like boly would say:
"no it could be just coincidental. that his statuses seems to reply to you"
something deep down, buried under those layers of hope, tells me yes, boly might be right.
it's just pure coincidence.
I'm not sad neither am i disappointed.
how can i be?
it's so many times.
well i am happy today.
no joke. really happy.
why? i don't even know.
since where must there be a reason to smile?
i deserve to smile...
don't i?
14 September 2012 was horrible
14 September 2013 is great ^^
we'll see today alright. we'll see if life finally decide to give me a reason to smile.
suddenly decide to send little angels to make my life magical again.
it has been quite dull i guess.
will there be a twist? a twist to this distorted life story of mine?
even no, life goes on.
mouth smiles on. (doesn't sound really cool huh)
say hi to my mom will you?
she's so great right?
without her i won't be here right?
without her i won't be able to embrace the pain i've gone through.
without her, my heart will still be alive.
awww, i love her so much don't i?^^
if we're still together now, how would it be like?
will we still love each other deeply?
if we're still together now how will everything be?
will we still be hiding from each other?
like when we ended, you apologized even though it's not your fault.
14 Septemeber 2013
Singapore
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