I had a bad day

Today was the record high nastiest day ever for me.

NOTHING went right.

For starters, I woke up at 7 for tuition and my entire room reek of alcohol.

Thanks to my brother and his girlfriend crashing my room.

Oh not ONLY alcohol, there's cigarette too.

I cannot get out of my took fast enough.

Then, I went to do some math practice. Which was the first time I'd actually say down after making up my mind to do some revision after that preliminary examinations I just had.

Guess what?

ALL my practice papers that I'd done is nowhere in sight and I actually spent 1hr searching high and low for them.

NONE of them surfaced. NONE.

Do this to me huh?!

So this day has been bad so far but let's just try to remain cheerful.

We shall go for tuition with an open mind~

So much for cool thoughts.

At the last minute when I'm all set to head out of the gate.

My "lovely" mom had to wake up. She just had to show her fucking face.

she went all like "I think you like to make me angry purposely" or "you just like to do things against what I want you to do"

My DEAR mother, please scold me in decent English.

SECONDLY, YES I TOTALLY LOVE IT WHEN YOU SCREAM IN MY FACE WITH YOUR SPIT FLYING ALL OVER MY FACE.

It's moisturizing?

The worst thing is.

She has this smug expression on her face that makes you wanna slap her, because you know she definitely has done something that would piss you the hell off.

Indeed.

"Go speak to your dad if you want your parcel back, what have you bought again?! We don't want you to shop online!!"

Please tell me we have not gone back to the olden days.

Seriously?

Does she want pigeons and letters, those are safer??

I bought HAND CREAM because my hand is so dry and whose genes is that?!

And they were suppose to buy that for me. I had to buy it myself and they had it in them to confiscate it?

I used $51.20 to buy that stuff.

And they just confiscated it because I bought it online.

ITS MY MONEY THAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO USE FOR MY LUNCH.

If I think I want my hand cream, WHAT HAS THAT GOT TO DO WITH YOU FUCKERS?

Okay deep breaths.

My parents were like that since forever right?

Fine, they want the cream, get it. FINE.

So I went out and trust me, I was the farthest anyone can go from happy.

The day has not taken it's worst turns yet.

Next it's a who, it's someone. Someone I saw to convince me this day was jinxed.

Guess who?

Ya none other than WY.

Ring some bells? Remember that guy I cried over for 1.5 years and more?

The one that graduated and fuck the hell outta my life so that I can be happy again.

Just HAD to meet him. JUST had to see him. Exactly like he was before he graduated.

Did not change one bit.

I was begging for this day to just be a nightmare.

Blinked a few times but yea he's still there.

So I took a huge turn and hid behind a pillar.

Real smooth Cythia, real smooth. As smooth as CHUNKY peanut butter.

Hey brain, heart, body, EVERYTHING, I thought you didn't care anymore?

Why hide?

Beats me too.

So as I was hiding I stared towards the direction of a playground.

I saw an old lady in her 60s or 70s.

"PLOP,PLOP,PLOP"

Guess what horrifying thing did I witness? (Nope she did not shit in public)

She hit herself on the head with her shoe so many times I couldn't count.

It wasn't those merciful hits those bitches would hit themselves with to gain pity.

It was blow after blow to her head I'm quite sure she'll have a really really bad bruise.

She doesn't stop after round one.

She stop for awhile to catch a breath, to cuss at the empty space infront of her, and proceeds with her attack to her own head.

Where were her family members?

Shouldn't they be looking out for her?

For once, I was momentarily lost for words to describe human kind.

I really miss my grandparents in Malaysia.

I really miss my late relatives.

All of a sudden.

So well, I guess i have to be thankful that I didn't fall out of the bus, trip over a rock, fall into a drain, step on dog poo or things like that while I travelled to tuition.

Arrived safely in tuition but trust me.

All positive thoughts were gone.

I was in a daze and I didn't answer an question correctly.

I decided today was a baaaaad day. Really bad day.

So I had to eat.

So eat I did.

Everything fattening.

I had deep fried sweet potato

I had macdonalds.

I bought chips.

I ate and ate and ate.

Until finally I can eat no more.

I arrived home and guess what I found in my room?

It scared the living daylights out of me.

Can something look more like a cockroach?!

It's just... Are grasshoppers or crickets the twins of cockroach?

And to me it might seem revolting enough to send all the food I've gotten in the day right back out, but to the ants it's like Christmas chicken.

Is this thing even sweet?!

Or ants have just become so desperate they eat anything-.-

Professional.

Pest control agent: Cythia Tan

So that happened at 11 56 pm of my day.

It is currently 12 00am and I'm sitting on the sofa typing this blogpost.

So it wasn't exactly a great start of my intensive revision period.

That's what I named this period of time where I have decided to go back into revision because guess what?!

I have yet another examinations. Another school examination.

It's like another chance for me to study and do well since this time, I'm pretty sure it's the last examination I'm gonna have in this school.

Wish me luck, perseverance and a little more intelligence!

Oh and I was kidding about the "letting my parents take my stuffs" thing.

I'm gonna sneak into my dad's room and find the parcel and do some contents swop so it looks the same as before.

Now I really need some ninja skills.

Hope all the good food has given me stealth!

Whatever, how do I even manage to sound happy at a time like this.

18 August 2014

Singapore