I still remember the first day I stepped into secondary school.
The exact thing that was going through my head was:
"A new stage of my life, a new beginning. This is going to be different"
Different it has been indeed.
If you'd known me when I was in primary school you'd say so too.
I've changed indeed. And change a lot i did. (Involuntarily)
That's what secondary school does to you.
Relax people, this is not the grand finale yet, not yet until I've taken my o's.
But I know when I'm in primary school, I wouldn't look into the mirror more than once before I leave my house.
I know also I wouldn't have more than 10 new clothes each YEAR.
I wouldn't have taken more than 100 photos a YEAR.
I wouldn't even have a single social networking account.
The list can go on.
Everything have changed.
Right now it's not stopping.
It keeps on giving me shocking twists and turns I'm starting to feel like I can't cope anymore.
Maybe that's what happens to everyone right before a major examination in their lives.
Well it has been hell of a time for me this past month.
I cried so many times I don't even know how many times.
Yup that's about all there is to my life now. I change the topic when it becomes to overwhelming like how I think of other things when it gets too difficult.
Also, I found out that running to school takes half the amount of time used when taking the bus to school. (By running late at night with him to school from our houses)
And we pay transport fees for buses, but pay the layer of fats when we jog.
Pity jogging to school is not an option.
Because there'll be judging eyes everywhere (but mostly because I'm too lazy)
I wanted to take a photo to end this post but my phone goes: not enough storage.
Your eyes shall be spared then.
And to never forgive her again to find that I shouldn't ever have.
Bye for now darlings.
*tomorrow marks the start of another exam -.-
Let's see how I fare... AGAIN.
31 August 2014
Singapore
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