I'm on drugs.

Gwhwushjakabajakakakahakswkzhiskskaja.

Basically, hey.

I feel as if I'm on drugs because I had a very very happy day.

With a very very happy week before.

But I'm also VERYVERY stressed at the back of my mind.

I should be starting to work very hard because the real deal is coming.

The real ordinary level national examinations. (I can't even bear to hear myself)

But. I haven't been really hardworking.

Managed to catch up with my exercise, but I'm eating in excess day after day.

But, well here trots a guy into my life.

Okay do not freak out.

This is not a guy, I can see that.

It just started with teachers Day this year.

Was reunited with my primary school pals.

SM. (Already in my current school)

Had a great game of frisbee and had muscle aches but overall was awesome day out with most lovely company.

That guy, he was in my life for 10 years and 6 years before when I had a major crush on him.

6 years later by a twist of fate, we fell for each other.

Movie material.

I wonder who?

I didn't know what to expect. I couldn't do anything about my feelings (who could?).

I decided to be best of friends. Bestest of friends with that guy.

FIRST

So...

Now this absolutely shows JUST friends. Absolutely.

(Because we are so "not" sharing seats) and it's just like saying:

 you know that bird over there? It's not a bird

Yep //friends for 10 years//.

A decade is a long time to know someone.

And it's a long time to discover that hey, you still have feelings for him.

Caught a movie: step up.

 a girl and a guy, watching a movie AS FRIENDS, it is POSSIBLE. (Not.)

yes it is. Okay, so, just friends. Not dating or anything.

But ...we got so addicted.

We caught a second movie, for early celebration of his birthday. 

Maze runner.

(Very innocent pose, because all girls rest on their FRIENDS shoulder, ya.)

Does early celebrations means you can't celebrate on the day itself?

No,Early celebrations means one EXTRA celebration because we're JUST friends.

On the day of his birthday itself though.

His mom is one lovely woman. Dotes on him a lot. In fact, too much.

Looks like I'm gonna do the same too. XD

Someone's obsessed with my face/cheeks.

To prove my point.

So yep. We've spent a lot of time with together.

Well we're not friends, to answer most of your questions.

So maybe slightly more than friends but slightly short of lovers.

I'm so sorry for the lack of updates people. I'm having exams, right now I'm having a guy.

To you if you're reading this: 

I will say it, and it's definitely to you.

When I'm sure I mean it.

thank you for entering my life, or more like coming back into it when I really need you.

My results are still bad, just this morning I made up my mind.

 I'm not saying what I made up my mind to do.

I feel like everytime I say it, I cursed it. It won't happen.

Okay, whatever.

Bye <3

OH, for those taking O levels with me, just because I love to stress people up:

WE'RE LEFT WITH 26 DAYS

21 September 2014

Singapore