Delirious or not.

I am probably not suppose to be typing away on my phone right now.

I am probably supposed to do history or perhaps even English Language revision.

Or anything, but this.

This, right now, is the ample time I FEEL I have, the deceptive MISTAKEN feeling I possess that tells me I HAVE plenty of time.

Well definitely not. However, that does not stop me from throwing my messed up thoughts all over this page right before my English examinations.

Trust me, although my English results are (surprisingly or not) GOOD. even GREAT.

I lack the confidence I portray.

Happy but not.

Get it? I'm feeling confused and controversial of my own feelings.

This is life.

MY life.

Nobody probably would read this right before an exam because who the hell would?

I should stop and probably proceed to meet my best friend, and perhaps reply my boyfriend.

I feel like giving up on my hopes and dreams not because I feel hopeless.

Or even anywhere near useless.

It's just... A feeling.

Perhaps I should stop trying to be perfect.

20 October 2014

Singapore