Howdy
guys. I would say this time it’s surprise time! Result slip’s not out yet, so
you’ve gotta wait. But it just basically bad. However, I am still quite so
certain as ever, that I am smart, well at least smarter than SOME people I know
out there that could really act as comfort for me. Why, they could work twice
as hard and still do worse than me. –give them the applause- Alright you’ll
know I’m just that mean, so forgive me. *does a bow of apology* (not sincere
however). That’s not the point ladies and gentlemen, the climax of the story
has yet to be revealed. ~Drum roll please~
FINALLY.
The long awaited day has arrived; I no longer weep over him, yes him (W.Y)
because I am going to sit here and cry a river for him, never again. I realize how
foolish I must have sounded the past few months: oh please come back to me… I really
miss you. I can’t even bear to hear myself!
However,
the title speaks a thousand words << If it’s not love, It’s hate>>
yep, I detest him for putting me through all those, and yes, I will never ever
forgive that bastard. *smiles, forgive my aggressive use of language* so
summarizing everything, I’m a free girl again. I will make sure I live well because
bitches be bitches, I will live with my head high and nothing, will ever bring
it down again. Yeah, confidence back, happy self back.
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Because I’m just so cute and I’m just so great so there’s no need
for tears as I’m gonna own it all.
oh yes and for everyone that though i was weak, you'll see because no i'm NEVER one to be messed with. never in your life do you imagine of even trying to give me any trouble because i, don't take troubles lightly. So bitches and whores out there you watch out because i no longer hide and weep at home.
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Because I’ve given
you the right to tear me down and break my heart, don’t you think you can abuse
it. Cross no lines or I will stab your pathetic heart back, with no mercy at
all. I am no sunshine, I am no pleasant and kind girl with a heart of gold. piss me off and you’ll see what I mean. I treated you as one moon, I cherished
you like that thing in the sky even though I know I could never reach you. But now,
you? (Moon )a moon no more. A trash yes, and yet again, I’m
not sorry I insulted you. I’m gonna scold the whole entire senior batch of my
co curriculum activity, whatcha gonna do about it? Ask me in for another
lecture I dare you, because this time, I won’t keep quiet and not fight back because
this time, I care no more for any fuckers. So you think choosing a holy and
goody two shoes girl would suit the president position of the Co curriculum
society? Well we’ll see. Because I need not excel in the STUPID RETARDED
USELESS organization to be considered as successful person. Teachers still
nominate me for competitions and I still do well in many other aspects of my
life so who cares about the stupid position with I HAVE to add, a useless ass
for a teacher-in-charge, in the activity? WELL, I sure as hell do not need any dumb position. So look forward lovlies, for i will never bend for anyone or anything ever like i did before. NEVER. My life will be shopping (which i already am doing) online, studying and doing well (like i will definitely), and pamper myself because i know i deserve it^^
Because now I invest on myself, and my
wardrobe’s finally looks like it’s for the empress. I’ve spent loads on
shopping and pats on my own back, finally the princess is living like she’s
suppose to (; congratulate me darlings, I’m finally back.
* back with vengeance, yours no more*
26 May 2013
Singapore
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