Till we meet again.

Hello guys.

Many asked me to blog more, but I already blogged a lot, don't i?

I only blog when I have something to say, feelings to express xD

I was worrying of what should I blog about, since I said I would to someone on askfm.

Thankfully, I got the feel~ haha the magical feel!!

Okay I'm insane.

To be honest, thinking back from where I started this blog a good two years ago, I am amused and amazed at once.

I never thought I would be thinking like I am now, and doing what I am doing now.

I never thought my blog would be such an open diary.

I was once afraid that the cause of this blog, the guy that i once cried over countless of nights and hours, would find out about it.

But I realize I don't care now, I don't care if he found out how much it had hurt me for him to leave. How much I had cried for him. To let him know that I cherished what he didn't, and I live with no regrets.

Someone once implied that I was immature because I said he was immature.

Well you know what? I am.

Because I like to be, and because I can be.

I'm childish so what? At least I know when to stop being it when I need to.

(Like when you are tempted to be a childish keyboard warrior, you stop because you decide to be mature)

And I can proudly say, whatever I say here are my true feelings, THIS is my life. I'm honest with myself and with my feelings!

Don't like it? Well then too bad for you!

You guys call me a slut.

Although I don't see a need to prove myself, I find it an interesting topic.

Sluts, they sleep around and they play around. They are filthy and always sexually craved. What else? All things bad is what I know.

That's what some people are trying to tell me, that I am that disgusting thing above.

Well, needless to say, I'm not.

It's fucking cute NOT, not at all cute, to call me a slut when I am STILL A FUCKING VIRGIN.

Get that, okay, since when do virgins get called a slut? Actually in society nowadays: ALL THE TIME.

People say hey slut, to a fucking virgin.

One day a person would say "Virgin Mary was a slut" and then I will not at all be surprised.

Is that what you all are trying to do?

Oh and some of you are trying to tell me my ex found someone better in his new school.

What effect was that suppose to have on me?

I'm suppose to feel sad?

FUCK, I didn't know sluts get broke hearted too.

I AM NOT A FUCKING SLUT get it?

I'm damn bored with all your useless comments on askfm, can you get a life haters?

Don't even be a hater, it is really damn stupid.

Someone even asked me "how much?"

What you expect me to answer, "oh I'm a penny. Cause my name is penny"......-.- lame right? Or "oooooooh I'm totally free, giving away sluts now!!"

I'm not even cheap, cause I don't cost a single cent?

Do you really think I will think that of myself because some anonymous hater tries to make me feel bad?

HAHAHAHAHAHA no. I don't feel a thing.I just feel like I want to punch someone in the face because some incessant dirty fly keeps pestering me. (By the way, that's you, hater)

And then there's some who are even mad.

Those sexually deprived morons who asked if you could fuck me.

Well hell no. DREAM ON. Or what?

Try to stretch your dick and stuff it in your asshole or something?

Or just buy this>>>>

This would fit just fine, don't pretend it doesn't.

Or else actually fingers work on guys too. Like this >>>>

This is better because it is adjustable according to your preference.

I just proved it, I can be childish.

And I love to be. XD

Those trying to use people you think I care about to insult me, I have plenty to say to you.

Firstly, Lest you want to stoop that low, at least have the balls to show people that you are that way.

Have some balls even though you feel small?

Secondly, saying I'm not filial and then insulting my mom, to see if I defend her.

I said I don't love her. But I do care because I fucking did before. And I don't go "STOP" on the love I have for the woman who gave me life. GET IT? I don't want to love her because she's done things I can't bring myself to forgive.

As simple as that. I won't elaborate okay? Stop asking what she's done because unlike some attention seeking bitch, I don't like people knowing every single shit I go through unless I trust you with it. I'm not proud of hating my mom, don't need to rub it in.

My mom sees my blog, my mom understands I hate her. So that's it. Why does it concern you haters anyway?

Oh, I forgot, I know why.

Being unfilial is another fault you think you could use against me?

But I know what I'm doing so TOO BAD, it ain't not hurting me a single bit.

Thirdly, there's this funny thing about my brother, and asking if I've fucked him before.

You all know the answer before you all even asked it, why ask?

NO. I find it super disgusting, even the thought of being sexually involved with your brother.

You guys could think of it just to insult me.

If you're a girl, force and stick through your mouth into your body and let it come out of your vagina. That can be your dick. Because you're totally being a dick.

Disgusting enough?

Seriously expect me to learn from you guys?

That one preaching to me something about repentant.

seriously, preach somewhere else because you sound like a fake maniac, spamming my askfm and being irritating.

I'm not gonna be fake and go "amen" on and on after you preach to me.

You are those people that like and repost a million "like if you love god" posts on social networks and claim to be a strong believer.

True believers keeps all these in their hearts morons.

Lastly I have got friends, and people who like, care and love me. Those people who goes about saying :"nobody likes you" is plain foolish because these people do exist and they have names.

They aren't a called "nobody".

And so... Today I met up with one loving friend

Qi Qing xD

If you see this, don't get too touched.

She really cares for me and she was the one that listened to my REAL stupid and dumb times, that listen to me wail and cry over a guy even though I know it's not worth it.

I do stupid things willingly alright, not because I am stupid.

Stop saying I'm dumb guys, I'm not.

Honestly speaking, I think I'm gonna make it big in life.

Laugh if you want to, we'll see who gets the last laugh.

I know what I want and I'm gonna work towards it.

Trust me guys, I don't know if I was born a genius or not, but I do know I was not born stupid and I know I can do well.

People have told me that and most importantly I have told myself that a thousand times.

I'm gonna prove you guys wrong about my results. I know it is not great to fail subjects and to get horrible results, and I'm gonna change that.

If all you can do is disbelieve in me, then you'll get nowhere and I'm definitely going further than you.

I spend more time believing in myself than disbelieving in others.

Those who say I'm fat.

I'm sorry if having a not-that-toned body means being fat to you, but let me inform you.

It is not fat.

I am not fat because I'm of ideal weight. I'm not overweight so too bad, sad for you because it doesn't hurt, your dumb comment doesn't hurt me.

I am TRAINING for abs, and it is shaped, no lighting.

It's lame to say something that's there is not there just because you hate the fact that I have abs.

Well too bad for you because I do train. I trained very hard for it so bullshit it is, to say I don't have abs.

Now if you have a problem with me, it hurts you. Because you are the one feeling the hate, don't think you can try to make me feel it too.

Lastly, my lovely face for you all, specially for the haters because I know they "loveeeeeeee" seeing my face :D

And my adorable colorful hair tie xD

And it's already the supposedly anniversary of me and that MOST important ex, funny how I ALMOST felt something.

How I actually almost forgot. xD

24 June 2014

Singapore