"Fallen Angel, fallen so i can catch you": Worn and torn

I'm back.

Again on the same day for yet another blogpost, and from my outing with my cousin and her friends.

Let's just say it's one of a kind.

I played till I used the lasts of my energy and still played.

How so?

Well I had hell lotta new experience where we sat a "train?" Of whatever you call it to a place rather far off from where I live.

And the train had sections: male and female.

Yes, that's so not sexist.

I sat the train with these people, got to know them well.

There's XF, LY and Yinn(my couziee)

Plus XF's brother who is also one of my main characters today.

Here's the thing. We heard about unexpected company, a bunch of guys which my cousin and her friends predict would try to hit on me. (Happy to hear that, but what the shit seriously?!)

Because hitting on someone is not really school culture in Singapore, I was surprised by malaysia's. I was not convinced I would be popular notice.

Until ofcourse we had to wait for 3 whole hours for everyone to arrive and to enter.

And main point, TO FINALLY SEE THEM.

I sound a lot like a desperate bimbo but after you've heard so much about these guys, you'd be interested to know if you WERE REALLY GONNA BE HIT ON RIGHT.

So when they arrived (not joking), I had all eyes on me.

Okay it's a given that I stood out like a sore thumb because firstly, I was the only shit that isn't from their school AND, moreover not even from Malaysia.

Trust me, I had handsome and not so handsome guys all at once.

Some were already attached so not from my list.

That place provided water games and those were the highlight.

So honestly, I was rather disappointed my cousin and her friends were not only protective but rather conservative, so there's the no hanging out with guys rule.

But whatever, I still got my way (somewhat)

Anyway, first part of the outing, we played dry games like the haunted house, Viking ship etc.

Had loads of fun.

But my favourite place was the pool.

There's this extra large pool there which we spent 3/4 of our time today at.

Well I had loads of fun there.

First time we went there, I played till I was so worn and exhausted I could barely walk. Even my laugh was breathless

I was really happy. And how did I play?

Well it ranges from splashing, to kicking, to dunking, to wrestling and to attempts of murder.

All by XF's brother.

He's younger than me and I treat him as a younger brother. But teenagers being teenagers, they had to think otherwise but I think we really gave off that wrong feeling.

But whatever. I was being bullied because I was dunked under water for more times than I can count.

But no, I was not only STILL happy, I was soooooo elated because I really had so much fun and really forgot all about Singapore and it's troubles.

So moving on, we had a really fun lunch at subway. No need to elaborate, it's just fun because there's me and XF's brother messing around again and it was hilarious.

So after that we played this water game which included the guys, yes those that were eyeing me "so called".

It was really scary where we fell wrong a slide or tunnel straight down into a humongous pit. It was thrilling, really fun. And also secretly because the guys didn't seem to treat me like a nobody.

Not joking, I have some serious self esteem issues that come from nowhere sometimes.

Here comes the important part.

There was a pool party, with a DJ and ALOT of people.

It was one hell of an experience.

Hell, it a fucking good way.

People asks me if I went clubbing before, I had thousands who said I'm suitable for it.

I went for one near to clubbing experience before, in a dark room with blasting music. I danced till I forgot where I was. It was really really damn good.

But aside today's pool party, that was nothing.

Because hell there was people from all places, all nationality, every kind of weird and awesome people PLUS those guys*winks* there; and they were all partying their heads off.

It was a lot like that, actually it WAS like that.

The music was at a constant high, and so was my body and my mind.

I was shaking, swaying or you could even say rocking to the music.

I forgot my face (almost) for once.

I forgot of all the silly rules of a prim and proper girl.

I was just dancing and having so much fun.

Those guys: S, striped singlet, a few dimpled handsome guys and A.

Those were all I can remember really.

Well they were so much fun.

They had the guts, they let themselves out. They went mad, they went wild, just the way I like it.

I'm serious. They were so crazy there was splashing fights with me.

Or my like gang up against me water splash.

There was a sexy dance showdown, SEVERAL dance showdown with me by S. Who was the one constantly trying to seduce me or something it was funny.

Because my cousin and my friends listed him as top on the list of "must avoid" guys.

But well, how could I miss such fun?

But I did more of teasing because my cousin would never let me hear the end of it if there was groping.

Not that if my cousin weren't around there would be groping.

But S is not really my priority since it's more of him taking interest to me and not me.

I'm just being a girl, which one doesn't love attention?

But attention from people that catches your eye is a whole new thing.

Not that i like him or anything but there's just this one guy that got almost ALL of my attention. This guy with striped singlet.

He's not handsome and neither is he really ugly.

But attractive he is because I couldn't control myself from thinking about him at all. AT ALL. And that's not healthy.

But it's today?! So who cares?

Anyway yes he gave me almost as much attention as S gave me. The focus is on that word: "ALMOST"

I had to fight for his attention because some fucking whore was wearing very little in her pathetic bikini (YES, that's jealousy you hear) okay given, she's rather, okay maybe very pretty. But neh, her figure is not even good. She obviously doesn't maintain -.-

I know big boobs and more revealing skin is a plus for guy's attention but THIS IS SO UNFAIR.

She doesn't fight fair because I was getting the attention before she waddled in with her big boobs and all #bitchplease

Okay my bimbo mode is on.

So okay maybe I didn't lose entirely but what.the.fuck with my cousin watching me closely and with her boobies as distraction, it was hardly fair because I got only like 1/2 of the attention from mr striped singlet and I AM NOT AT ALL HAPPY TO SHARE.

Not trying to be arrogant or anything, but shameless as it is, I WOULD TOTALLY HAVE KICKED HER ASS IF I HAD A FUCKING BIKINI.

So you have a bikini, BIG MUCH?

Okay but she is nice with a nice smile and all.

And we are so called the same kind because she totally enjoys the attention she's getting (which was supposed to be mine)

So it turns out, miss big boobies with a skimpy little bikini shoved her ass into all the guys' faces and had their attention too. But I had it too and it was really war and bloodshed because by the time it's nearing the end of the party, I was so worn my face was flushed and I can't even be bothered with striped singlet anymore.

But due to XF (which I'm very pissed off with at the moment), we had to leave early.

The world is so unfair, like seriously.

I didn't miss the look those guys gave me ( that why don't you stay longer so that I can "mess around with you more" Look), RIGHT BEFORE THEY TURN AROUND AND SHOVED THEIR FACES INTO SOME GREAT BOOBIES.

Okay I stop.

So we had to leave early because apparently XF and her brother had to leave early cause XF's brother became rather sulky and very much like a party pooper. I know I totally threw him aside but he's definitely just a brother and not one I would party with.

We(my cousin and I)wanted to go home with them, just like we came with them.

TURNS OUT. We were being stranded at such a faraway place because XF's parents decided to fetch them and it's "too packed" for us. I totally believe the car can't fit us because we are the size of two dinosaurs.

Ya right. And to think I forfeited my fight with miss boobies for such retarded people.

Fuck my life.

Okay so my cousin cried out of exasperation and helplessness. We totally had no idea how to go back.

Meanwhile mr striped guy was staring at me looking like a goldfish with mouth open and all.
I really don't know why but yes, he was staring at me trying to calm my cousin down.
But that's all he did, no approach, no nothing-.-
My guess is that he's staring at me like that only because his two extra large things aren't there anymore.

So I conveniently ignored him.

Though I already miss that fun I had with him.

Whatever man, my day just can't get worser.

We had to take a cab home where I was so tired I slept in the cab AND dreamt of him.

What the hell is wrong with me?!?!

And I came home and ate a lot.