Taiwan

I'm having so much fun.

This is probably the last time I see these lovely cousins until a very Long time.

I see their smiles and their laughter and I know I won't be able to have these anymore.

I was thinking of my boy back at home and how happy I'll be to be back with him, leaving these people behind.

I had not a single cent but it was great fun.

I don't smile but I promise you it was great fun because I get to see how much my cousins cared for me when they bought me things I really wanted, for someone that's gonna take me away from them.

My clothes don't suit and my jacket is out of place. 

But I'm definitely perfectly happy because I have my cousins for that last time.

I'm so happy that I bought a pair of clothing that my boy would love and the rest of the money I was given for food, I bought everything for someone I love.

I saw so many beautiful things. They could be beautiful for me, but it was always the most beautiful for my boy.

Everything was him.

Although he's not here, I'm too happy .

My cousins asked why do I talk less, laugh less and act a little crazy.

I didn't answer them.

I cry silent happy tears.

I'm so damn happy.

Taiwan is the first time I'm overseas for a vacation, it's the best first trip anyone can ever ask for so far.

I'm so happy he understands that I'm happy.

I'm so exhausted every night I black out.

That's how hard I played and how happy we're my times.

So many things for you.

Just one heart, and also for you.

05 November 2015

Taiwan