When i'm gone.

HELLO. i realize i blog at weird slash late timings. like now... 12:23 am.

I just returned from tuition so it's a little late. i mean, really late. perhaps it's not to you, but you gotta know i wake at 4.30 am in the morning?

Sorry for ranting. um so anyway what have i been up to?

HMM, some things? like perhaps i really started spending so much time with Boly, and i kinda like her a lot. ( i know you'll see this Boly) She refuses to take pictures, but anyway, i brought her to the beach/dock/seaside where me and W.Y's memories linger. WE ENJOYED OURSELVES definitely. sat on swings and stuff. OH AND, i learnt this real cool thing from this movie: Pitch perfect.

// Highly recommended movie by me//

The cup song.

 so I've been using this cup to practice.

For those outdated/ boring no lifers who don't know what is Pitch Perfect, OR the cup song, go to YouTube and search "when i'm gone the cup song"

Let the awesome girl tell you, this thing is real fun and cool. the song's simple enough. ( any dumbass could learn)

Besides that, I've also been busy ofcourse with school and my online shop. Also of course my dear crush, we'll call him C.Y. Not busy with him, just more like trying to make him just care a little more about me. ( though he gives me enough attention as it is :D)

some pictures

Just now after tuition and a long exhausting day.

Part of the reason why i'm exhausted is because I've spent a lot of my energy trying to sort out $$$$$$ money for something i'm in-charge of. It's such a large humongous big fat sum of money (okay not that much), that i really was so glad it's done. well not really. SOME WEENY LITTLE TWITS did not make payment and i'm short of S$126. I will chase after them definitely (;

Oh and i've got Biology test next week. I've been doing great in school if you've been wondering. I mean, like of course right, it's me you're talking about.

OKAYOKAY haha, and also I've got my Physical education test of a 2.4 Km run next Monday. OH MY GOSH, i'm gonna pass out, i'm gonna do so badly ARGHHHHH.

talking about the Physical fitness test brings my mood downdowndown.

Partly because, last year when i ran, there's him. yes ya right, W.Y. he was my boyfriend then. My boyfriend who gave me support, who was everything i need to make everything alright.

WHATEVER.

When i'm gone, when i'm gone~

you're gonna miss me when i'm gone.

you're gonna miss me by my hair,

gonna miss me everywhere,

you're gonna miss me when i'm gone.

Perhaps we all feel the same. I mean since he kinda always looked miserable when he saw me. Guess i still had some effect on him. (MAYBE, i'm trying to make myself happy)

will i ever? like you know perhaps, forget?

I think i'm doing well as a swimmer (;

Yup, if you ever read this W.Y, know that you actually loved me. You did. Don't talk about whether I loved you, we'll talk about YOU loved me. may i ask, : what happened?

And how imperfectly perfect our relationship was.

It increases, that heart, it used to contain me. Yes, it used to belong to me.

Last year, at this moment.

You.

Loved.

Me.

** I can like anyone else, my heart still beats, but i'll never forget those times with you when i felt the most.

27 July 2013

Singapore