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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

hello again?

Hello.
this post will NOT have any photos of me, simply because my dearest phone is being confiscated. for me? yes again.
It's been really long i guess.
there'll be loads and loads of photos in a future post:
photos speaks a thousand words

look forward to that post because you won't hear much from the naggy Cynthia.

 A few updates:
1. parents and i? relationship turned for the worse.
2. brother turned 18 20 Dec 2013.
3. Confession: i haven't studied at all this holidays even though there's examinations once school reopens.
4. my cousins visited Singapore from malaysia and stayed over for a month, came and went.
5. I hate my mom.

okay i think 5 is a good number to stop my rants.
right. i plan to study the remaining of my holidays and perhaps touch a little of my homework?
that's a huge question mark on my homework.
a new year has yet to start and i'm already stressed.
but somehow (it started today), i feel all geared for the battle in the new year ahead.
I hope the feeling remains.
i spent this morning studying Chemistry and the afternoon on workout.
rather fruitful? (can't think of the word that means "well spent")
whatever, does anything makes sense?

oh ya, christmas in 2 days.
no prince charming? no pretty snow?

ya, nothing but myself.

but i'm counting down to lunar new year, where i'll be returning to malaysia for reunion. 
one of my cousins grew very much closer to me after her stay over.
she's planning to come over to Singapore to study.
more on that soon i hope?
goodbye for now.
i have to bathe and study.
my life.

 23 December 2013
Singapore

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