Anxiety

I don't know how many of you people feel this way but I'm having an anxiety attack.

Haven't felt so helpless and frightened in the history of my existence.

The previous day, I had great fun out and no matter how I tried in the earnest to get the joy and jubilant feeling I had, I couldn't.

Tomorrow is the day where all our results would be released.

It's the day which determines my future for me.

I'm feeling even more terrified than when I was taking the exams and I have no idea why. 

I probably should tell myself there is simple nothing I could do to change whatever the results are tomorrow because they are already fixed.

But I can't help it.

I really need help I'm feeling extremely horrified by every thought I'm having now.

Help.

11 January 2015

Singapore