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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

It rocks

Um hey!
I'm just this little little bit late right?

Everyone has their on life stories, or summaries about their previous year.

But I won't summarize my year in a few paragraphs.

I just thank those who have experienced even just a part of the year with me.

The start of the new year haven't been a great one for me how about you guys?
But I'm still smiling because who am I to sulk?
I'm never one for encouraging words and nice words for my readers (it sounds like I have a lot but I believe not); but whoever is infront of this screen I hope you know that despite whatever you know of me, I'm not much different from you.
If you're upset about your life, know that I am too. (Perhaps much more than you are; if that makes you happy)
Okay and IF you're happy, hehe I am too. (I did not edit my picture or use and filters for the photos above; I'm sure I don't disappoint)

(I HOPE NOT)

It's midnight right now and I'm full of feels.
There have been so many people asking me about my parents and why do I feel so strongly against them.

Well, it's difficult to say things like that in a few paragraphs; in words.

It's difficult to tell you guys how much I hate or strongly dislike the people I were born to love.

But be sure, I don't wanna hate them.

Nobody would really understand how it feels like so there is no need to try and make you guys understand or sympathize with me.
A picture's worth is dependent of the angle of which it is taken.

But it's still dependent of how the viewer comprehends it.

No matter how many words I use to describe my life here in the blog, only those who have been with me and have been sincere with me would come CLOSE to knowing how it is like for me.

But in that past year of 2014, I am extremely thankful for certain people and certain things.

I wouldn't name them but they should know who are they.

I may claim I'm capable of many things.

But I really have to say; I am not capable of doing anything close to how much you guys have helped me.


But you guys should know and is probably already so goddamn sick of our faces (a sickly sweet smiles), the idiot above is one of them I'm so really thankful for.

So perhaps I have this bad news for you people: honeymoon period would last slightly longer for us. (Not at all sorry about that)

For the new year, I do have expectations. But that's for me to know and do. I'll update you guys about how everything is going for me.

(But here's a sneak peak: I might be moving out of house real soon)

Oh and there's something I always wanted to do:

BOLY I miss you, can we catch up? (Someone pass the message to her?)

And tessalyn, I never forgot our friendship last time and I do cherish how we do crazy things together and save up just to buy funny and silly stuffs. I miss you like so freaking much. I'm so glad you're happy now and I wish the best for you. Don't ever change and be that crazy kong I knew please?
(Someone ask her to read it because I'm too much of a coward to do so myself)

3 January 2015
Singapore

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