Oh yes, RESULTS.

Now that it has been out, we should all feel relieved.

Some, who did well better than you expected, congratulations. (I'm not feeling congratulatory though)

I failed. I failed myself.

Probably because I was arrogant, cocky, overconfident and what more?

For those who were waiting for this moment to mock me, please do.

To laugh at me even, do so loudly please.

I find it really difficult to explain how I feel.

About those damned numbers on my results slip.

Maybe some people would say:

"What's the big deal? It's just another SMALL exam in life?"

No, guys no.

It's not okay that I did badly and I can't let it go.

Whatever it is, I'll do what I should but I won't forget this moment where I felt to be frank, downright useless.

15 January 2015

Singapore