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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

Cause i'll cry a river for you.

HERROW everyone! Let's guess today's tone for the blogpost.
okay before that, time check: 2:09 am. It's past midnight.
It's technically Saturday. i wonder why i'm honestly not sleeping.
but to prevent getting caught up and awake and blogging... and perhaps to also prevent volcanic eruptions (dad's temper), i shall make this quick.
basically, i'm alright today.
Me and Kong, officially fell out, guess we ain't besties anymore. notice the fullstop removed from behind her name. now there's only one fullstop person in my life, my brother. Let's hope that stays.
moving on to the night before.
yeahhh, horrible. I cried.
ya all those bad emotions... the worst you can think of. I'm too lazy to name.
anyway yes, reminds me of what W.Y himself told me before:
" I can cry a river for you"

i believed it.
What do you think was the reason i suddenly crumbled into the smallest of pieces again?

Perhaps, because last year at this moment, i felt the same extent of feelings, just that it was love and now it's pain.

WHATEVER. i feel emotionless today. it's quite cool.
shopping helps maybe?
therapy. 50 bux on jeans from cotton on.
I love the mint green. <3
pretty and excited for it to arrive. though i don't sound like it.

lastly, i hope i get into this camp where i get to go overseas to suffer.
HEHE, it's actually to gain a once in a lifetime experience.




It's not that i can't, i just don't want to.
for many things.

like maybe letting you go.

By the way, i'm so broke, or maybe not.

oh and boly if you're reading this, start making your life colorful.
start with doing what you want.
you can.

learn. do things because you can.

Because you are the only one that should matter.

3 August 2013
Singapore

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