guess that's something i just can't do

How many of you think I’m already dead?

Well now you see through just one crack I let slip, you see how is it like when Cynthia loses it.

But anyway, shit over, I’m back.

doesn't mean i'm okay with him not being my boyfriend.

whatever, there's nothing i can do about it.

let me show you the awesome girl's wardrobe.

people marvel the avengers, they marvel the wardrobe more.

haha, not very funny.

that's obviously not all but nah, i'm taking only those that i'm selling.

Bitches be trippin' over to my shop.

now there's new loots which just arrived and joined the happy family of my wardrobe.

I know i know, i complain that my life sucks.

but all these are not enough right?

i neeeeeed him. i really do.

Guess i'm afraid of myself too.

how i wish someone would tell you and make you realize how we should be together right now.

i miss your kiss,

i miss your touch,

i don't know why i love you so much.

to see your smile,

to be back into your arms where i felt so safe.

i need you now,

like i needed you then.

it's too painful,

please come back to me,

and you'll see you and i are meant to be.

i think i know why i love the beach so much.

why does it bring about that sweet painful feeling.

all i hear is raindrops,

falling on the rooftop.

oh baby tell me why'd you have to go,

cause this pain i feel it won't go away...

i thought that from this heartache i could escape,

but i fronted long enough to know.

there ain't no way...

can't nobody do it like you,

said every little thing you do,

baby say it stays on my mind

All i do is lay around,

two years full of tears,

from looking at your face on the wall.

just a week ago you were my baby,

now i don't even know you at all.

well i wish that you could call me right now,

so that i could get through you somehow.

well i thought i could get over you baby,

but i see that's something i just can't do.

from the way you hold me,

to the sweet things you told me,

i just can't find a way,

to let go of you.

i'm officially missing you.

have you decided you've left long enough?

have you realized that everything should be okay now?

have you finally decided to come back?

i guess not. since you're still out there thinking about everything,

but me.

21 August 2013

Singapore