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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

Many in one!!!

Today is a day with so many occasions. Firstly, it's white day (so says my friend shushu), which means one month after valentines... Then it is my father's birthday!!! Haiya although i say i dont like him, but he's still my daddy right... And the most irritating or upsetting occasion yet? exactly 6 months after me and W.Y broke... I guess he doesnt remember half a year ago, how this day was the end of the beautiful days we had, relationship we loved. But well, i bet he is so happy on this day... As for me, well, i dont know but i think he got himself involved with the girl i mentioned before... the YY girl, aiya, i dont care alright, anyway i just detest both of them... Okay i know im being a little negative here but well, seriously, YY told me she read my blogpost about her... She was frantically denying, Seriously girl, why bother? im a girl, you got the attention of this guy that USED to mean the world to me, i dont have great feelings for you, fullstop? why care to explain? it is not like you value our friendship anyway. I dont i can tell you, or at least not anymore. So hate me i dont care. Besides, you can have that umm ex of mine if you want, i will watch the hilarious situation. So anyway, enough of my ranting but heres a picture of my school field...
Today i had so much fun here with Boly <33333
Well, me and boly went crazy and ran around the field, then ran in zig zag manner until i was totally exhausted and as i ran i actually scream:" i hate you!!!" hahah then we vented our anger on fallen leaves as we tore them apart, more like i vented my anger as i was scolding and muttering all sorts of things while i ran, kicked and do all sorts of insane stuff but seriously let myself go. I was really happy to let it all out and it's all thanks to my dear boly <3 shankyew babe!! then i also had a heart to heart talk with her while lying on the grass facing the sky... how nice? Okay shhhhhh, although i almost cried... i was much better after letting everything go... thanks again there boly!!!
Smile bigbig dear, like meee xD
Oh how about yesterday because dear E.C is a little moody remember? in the end i sent him a photo of myself hahahaha, like i think seeing me would make him happy, how i thought highly of myself.. BUT wont it make you happy huh E.C? [;
Hahahaha i was just smiling like some idiot xD
Then today, like everyday in school, i enjoyed myself despite being moody and temperamental, contradicts but hahhaha i dont care XP. so ShuShu, my seatmate AND a great adorable awesome friend of mine was as cute as always!!! She was trying to stop this guy from my class, Yang, from eating in the classroom as shushu is a member of the Student Council Committee and it was her duty to do so... And trust me, she really treats her duty sooooooooo seriously! So humorous and Extremely bad Yang was trying to give shu ridiculous reasoning as to why he should be allowed to eat in class... LOOK!!!
And oops she caught me taking the picture!!
Hope she does not mind the rather funny shot hahahahah!!! Sorry shushu i had to post your adorable face!! I love you okay!!!
Looks rather cute doing the same thing ;P
Hahahahah so that was an example of some retarded things that happen in my class during break times. There was umm, a speial sort of raping too... Shall snap a photo or two next time and tell ya all more about it.. love my class by the way.. they are awesome people, MOST of them...
And then secretly *guilty face*, i forgot about my father's birthday the whole day at school because of my really not very good mood and the stressful last day of school before the march one week holidays, where i got REALLY busy... But my dad doesnt know. I soon remembered while i reached home thankfully!!! and i made him a rather simple card, but since he doesnt like fanciful things so i guess it is okay..
Tried my best to make it pretty okay.. My father prefers chinese so...

Happy birthday daddy! 

Bad art and well, Kong(best-est friend) thought me how to fold this...
Soo... Haahahahaha that's about it. My day so far.. it is only 7pm in the evening so im rather bored but oh well... Oh and picture of myself because i feel like it. And picture of YY, just to give you all an idea of how she looked like for those who dont know her...
That's her i took from her profile photo on whatsapp :P
And ofcourse the me who always love myself...
Okay so that's about it.. Byebye!!! im rather tired and this is my brother's computer i've been rather selfishly using for quite long HHAHAHAHA. Whatever my brother is nice to bully!!! <3

**Now a soft kiss - Aye, by that kiss, I vow an endless bliss** (yet to claim a kiss E.C -winks-)

14 March 2013
Singapore






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