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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

What a happy day!! So blissed out...

HEYLO. today is such a great day everyone!! My life so interesting^^ But i also have super bad news people ): let's write in two different colours for bad news and good news, bad or good first? BAD first... since i want a happy ending...

This colour la. Well i should say my academics results for this term is really disappointing. REALLY really lousy. Like very bad. Okay i only got 3/8 A's (distinctions), unexpected right? but i only have myself to blame. while so many others work so hard to do well, they study the work diligently, i was there giving only 50% of my effort, always not focused, and never ever did my assignments. And because of that, my languages which i was suppose to do extremely well in, i did lousy. BAD. I actually got B's for both of my language (chinese and english). Both because i did not do the assignments given to me well, i took them lightly and it was one of the components in my marks to my overall results. So yea... lousy right? Then, the most bad, most disappointing one is actually, remember my favourite subject biology? I actually scored a C. Get it? i almost failed my overall. when im suppose to and COULD get an A( a high distinction also...) I'm suppose to get what my teacher expected and hope i would get, the highest score but instead i failed her. This time when i failed, the thing that killed and hurt my heart the most wasnt the resullts, it was the disappointed and upset face of my teacher gave me. She had such high hopes for me.. Look what i did? i disappointed almost every teacher now.. and now, my favourite teacher. I almost cried... She was so upset...  I'm just so sad, so down in the dumps yesterday... But well, i vow to do well next time... and make her happy again... everyone can be my witness here T.T

Now for today, Wow. magical day really. okay at first because i had no CCA, and i was so extremely free from 3pm to 6.45pm so i was abit worried about how i was gonna be lonely until it was time to go home.. HOW LIFE SURPRISED ME. Firstly, i had great fun with chowchow (my bestie) after a quite enjoyable lunch with my new close friend, Boly and a guy:P just a classmate hahha. Because me and chowchow went for a rather interesting chemistry course although i felt a little bad as she was with her boyfriend, but her boyfriend is awesome!! But well, i had a great dear too so blehh :> its alright. Then i and boly went to watch a charity run ( chowchow went home with her darling), and since my dear E.C is like there and asking for donation since his class was the one incharge... So i actually was rather generous and donated a not very small sum, but well, i forgot to say, Dear E.C was in a foul mood so i had to make him happy right!!! Though after i donated he still was abit moody... Then i watched my biology teacher (the one i disappointed immensely), run for the charity. poor her had to do 27 rounds of running. I could see her so exhausted. I ran with her... Halfway through. She smiled and laughed!!! At least i felt a little better, hope running with her and being tired after that would appease her a little. But i was very happy i did it i was actually very "high" after the run!! Then i walked down the hill with boly and guess what... Such a fabulous experience with...
Oliviaaaa <3
DOGS XD There's this pair of twin dogs, olivia and sakura. SO gorgeous right the dog... And trust me, being around such playful, i dont know, simple things really made me happy!! how they rub against me and really getting so close to me when they barely knew me... SO ADORABLE RIGHT. SHHHH... actually i played with them was because i was trying to stall time to wait for E.C... I wanted so much to hug him i dont know why... But oh mai god, the dogs were such lovely creatures i simply had to love them!! And i was having so much fun... And E.C if you read this, the dog kissed me!!! BE JEALOUS :P 
Busy looking down.. look up at pretty me hahahahah xD shameless me...

Why sho cuteeee? <3

Face the camera pleaseeee...

Camera shyyy?


It just kissed me that's why the awkward position :P
So i had soooo much fun but after getting myself all sweaty and tired playing with them, and they had to return home... Dear E.C still refused to appear.. UGHRRRRRR. So i asked boly to wait with me for him, although i knew that he had his friend with him and i may not be able to hug him but... oh well... I wanted to see him, i missed him xD and then after what seemed like centuries, he finally appeared, and actually asked me who i was waiting for... HAHA, i told him no one. YOU LA. aint that obvious?! haahha, then i had to fight back the urge to hug him after he stared at me with such intensity... then i just left with boly for home!!! BUT I WAS STILL REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE hahahaha, E.C actually wanted to go home with me but i didnt know that, HOWEVER, just knowing that he wanted to spend time with me as much as i do made me happy hahahahahahahah!!!!! (; oops, i shyyyy. shall go and bask in my happiness!!! :D

**Tell me darling, will we fall in love?**

13 March 2013
Singapore



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