Thinking and thinking...

HaRRow, im having english lesson now, and im here uploading on my blog... My days this few days could be said to be filled by this one person, who most probably doesn't even believe i have feelings for him. I can't even make him trust me and it's just life, where one gets hurt and build up a wall. I think im useless, I failed to  bring down the wall... But yet, he managed to help me overcome the worst obstacle in my life... I honestly hope you don't read this E.C, but if you do... Don't feel sorry! find the girl that is capable of making you happy again... I text you everyday and just cheer you up if i can. I'm sure i like you, quite alot too... So stop thinking that i still have not get over my ex, which is DEAR. I dont even think of him when i talking to you or with you... I don't really know you well, i don't think i can... I can't read your feelings but i hope i can, so that i know im not making yet another mistake in life... I think alot, sometimes too much... I should stop, i will try... Hope i can keep you in my life. And i won't lose you like many other people i never wanted to leave... I dont know why i feel like crying... Maybe just an emotional day. I just want to hug him real tightly for some reason... maybe to me that way i won't lose you?

I am such a failure.

**Some things are not meant to be and we should give up, but when do we know?**

6 March 2013

Singapore