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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

Moving on with life...

Seems quite long? HEYY. haha i'm so free again...Manymany things i wanted to post... Okay, how about it'll be the end of school term 1 of 2013?? I got my results like most of them... okay... I would say it's not bad... to this alot of my friends would protest and say: CYNTHIA'S RESULTS IS ALREADY EXTREMELY GOOD. well, i should be contented.. or should i? Because yes... i did get alot of distinctions (i think), but still i did not get the straight distinctions i wanted... OKAY that's abit greedy but that's what i believe im capable of!! Well my teachers think so too, since we had this target setting thing in school, and my teacher set a target that is of a straight distinction results for me. Not only so, it is of straight HIGH distinction... A's are distinctions and A1's are high distinctions... So, my teacher agrees that this term's results aint that good for me!!! But i have this thing that really made me happy this week... My first Social Studies (a new subject for me) test, i got perfect score! Okay not that im bragging, Im just elated okay! Thinking of it makes me smile... Okay anything else? actually plenty... but let's scroll through my recent pictures and see what happens recently...
Haha, this is a screenshot of a conversation with my friend about this guy i kinda like. It's actually E.C luh... and he managed to beg+coax+persuade+plead+reason for me to tell him, and ofcourse... since it's him, i relented... So E.C if you ever read this... STOP BEGGING me!! So unfair!

Ya so about E.C i guess i havent been a really nice person to hang out with because... well im really a negative person.. Sorry dear... I promise i try to be happy kay? HAHA, i know sometimes it is hard to forget somethings... I'll just wait for you to... As for DEAR., my ex... i will call him W.Y from now on... Just created those letters for fun but i wont call him DEAR. since im over him and i have another dear *winks*. Maybe one day i'll camwhore with E.C and you'll see him haha. I dont know what else to talk about because i just summarized what seems like so many days.. But my days are quite eventful though it seems abit of the opposite from the way i write it... Well, I am planning or i have already decided to focus on three things in my life NOW, Firstly, My studies.. im doing quite well and plan to continue the good work and IMPROVE. Secondly, My appearance. I went on a diet, i'm eating potato and salad for lunch everyday and nothing else.. HEALTHY RIGHT. and i am exercising on a daily basis and am practicing a healthy lifestyle so let's wish i slim down! (though i know im not fat). Lastly, i'm focused of being a happy girl... I hope i always am positive haha! So that's my life! I'm quite happy now since im living my life to its fullest.. I just had workout and am cooling down while posting on my blog... OR you could say waiting for E.C to be free and reply my text... CAN LIFE GET ANY BETTER? haha, and i'm getting Iphone 5 for a new phone soon... i hope my parents dont go back on their words again... Oh and this morning, CUTE AND FUNNY E.C insisted on me sending a photo of myself smiling to ensure i was happy since we had a mini disagreement.. SHHHH... mostly my fault *giggles* :D so i actually had to settle on low quality photos where i look extremely ugly but smiling... Here it is... 
Look so forced and secretly.. it is forced...

SHHH... dont tell E.C because he doesnt know i was unhappy then...
So i hope you dont see this dear, but if you do... I'M HAPPY ALREADY kay!!! And.... i realise i do actually care alot about you. :P

**Well, now
If little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you
Little by little
If suddenly you forget me
Do not look for me
For I shall already have forgotten you**

**Do not allow me to forget you**

9 March 2013
Singapore


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