Disappointment and maybe anger?

Look at the title and you'll know this would be an emotional post. Well i'll get straight to the point, those who read my previous post or heard of it, i participated in this NEmation competition and got into the Top 10. Like obviously, today the results for the top 3 was out and i was hoping for us to get one position but haha, from my tone you could guess. Ya, we didnt get any damn position. Alright, getting this straight, i know i should be contented and BLABLABLA that i got into Top 10 at least, but oh well, im sorry im not. call me greedy, call me ungrateful or anything, BUT IM FUCKING UPSET. i will be fair, our production we used to compete wasnt really outstanding ya so why did i expect to win? god knows why but oh well... But i NEED to scold a particular person for making my day worse. This person happens to be our teacher that followed us to the prize giving ceremony, lets call him the DUCK since he smiles like one and looks rather like one too.

Lets write in bold and whatever colour this is that i dont like to reprimand him. you may find this hilarious but im extremely pissed off. Firstly, my impression of him was very bad since a long time ago. He is too gentle in other words disgustingly close to being a sissy in the way he presents himself so ya, bad impression number one. Then, he is the most thick skinned and stingy teacher i ever met due to experiences with him, trust me, you dont want me to elaborate. AND SO, he had to tag along like an irritating DUCK to our prize giving due to the fact that he was the main incharge like why the fuck?! Then he came and trust me, he acts nothing like a teacher a leader or whatever. he just put on his retarded DUCK smile and doesnt do anything of significance. HE caused us to be late for the prize giving ceremony by not asking the bus driver to stop at the right area of oyr destination so we could alight and reach as soon as possible. his mouth was shut and AGAIN set in that DUCK smile while the driver drove to the other end of the destination so we had to walk a long way. Let me tell you what i mean by he is the most retarded teacher i have ever met. All the prize winners(me and my team) although we were late, we remained calm and he became so flustered he knocked face front into a pillar while walking. TRUST ME, that scene was sooo hilarious i laughed real hard and he actually had the cheek to reprimand me, OH PLEASE. you are an idiot to be laughed at. Not only that, he is the most useless crap i have ever seen because when we learnt that we didnt get into Top 3, he just went out of the prize ceremony hall and didnt even comfort us or whatever, HE JUST WADDLE AWAY LIKE A FAT DUCK CARRYING HIS IDIOTIC back pack.  He brought the entire supporters group we brought along with him!! and we were the only team out of all ten teams without any supporters and teacher to come on stage to supposedly congratulate us on getting into Top 10. It was an embarrassing moment and i HATED to be embarrassed. SERIOUSLY, THE FUCKING DUCK IS SUCH A USELESS FOOL. FUCKING SISSY.

So ofcourse i went home feeling down and tada. the end. im still super upset about it all but i guess blogging helps? Oh and if you are wishing i wont mention HIM, you are wrong. his just one of the supporters we brought and well, luckily he didnt showed any signs of happiness when he saw that i was unhappy. if not i will just hide under my blankets tonight and cry myself to sleep. FUCK THAT DUCK ANYWAYS.

**there are times where i purposely fall into a lie i created for myself to make life bearable without you**

15 February 2013 ( 2nd post)
Singapore