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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

The day that's filled with emotions...

Today there's loads and loads to tell... So i cut the chase and get straight to my day's events.
My team and i on google!!!

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Firstly, this morning i had to make this announcement to the ENTIRE school to help me and my team vote for a competition i entered and gotten into Top 10 (sorry i didnt mention before :P). so i had to teach the school how to vote for us via SMS and oh well, i must say i did extremely well! I displayed a calm and composed image( i think) and i had a few friends complimenting me for my confidence on stage! Thanks all for the support, all for the votes!!! <3 im so touched by ya all you know, all of you cheered me on, i guess this proves none of us are alone in this world... So i had a great start of the day and oh voting ends today. :D  So my whole day is like supreme until CCA (co curriculum activity) after school. Trust me, i was fucking(oops) pissed off.
We played a game like amazing race/running man which means it is some sort of a competition. To be honest, i didnt really give a damn about winning or losing so long as i had fun. Oh but it was far from enjoyment i got, i could literally see red. The first thing that happen that made me oh sooooooo furious was that one of my JUNIORS had the cheek to piss me off. My group i had for the game was told to look for a paper that was located behind a certain book and oh my, my group searched for it EXTREMELY long, and then, WE FINALLY FOUND THE BOOK. guess what happened next? out of excitement one of my group members that found the book, went to pick the book up and said she found it! And underneath the book was the paper that would help for the competition and A FREAKING BITCH from ANOTHER group actually just picked up the paper which MY group found and uncover, and claimed it hers!!!!! LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. She was a freaking pathetic junior, thats what made me so full of rage. Trust me, im gonna make her life a living hell if she doesnt watch out (i dont forgive and forget that easily).
SOOO, i already got my splendid day ruined, but you havent heard of the worst part... the game requires us to hold onto a baton and protect it from the "catchers" which would try their best to get it from us. Heres what happened, the catchers were supposed to SNATCH it from us, but what happened? this girl, whom is of the same level as me, who potrays the image of a GOOD GIRL approached me and i HAD TOTALLY NO IDEA THAT SHE WAS THE CATCHER. she asked me for my baton, so i thought she wanted to borrow it so i PASSED it to her and she revealed she was the catcher. OFCOURSE I SNATCH IT BACK. and she tried again this time trying to snatch it from me but failed. She started to show me a SHITTY ATTITUDE like i cheated or something. AND went around talking about me?! I felt so indignant and accused! I mean you DO NOT HAVE TO COMPLAIN. if you've got a fucking problem, SPEAK TO ME LA. so thats what happen and i left school VERY ANGRY and upset.
Down in the dumps, ofcourse i would think and wished HE, MY HIM, was still my boyfriend, was there for me. and uses his ability to make me happy, wash away all my troubles. BUT ofcourse, he was nowhere near me, and i was left to miss him, which made me even more sad.
Thats when a miracle happened... You see from afar a busstop on the way home, i saw a bus and i was saying to myself: if that bus is bus 9, it means HE still has feelings for me... so whats your guess?
YES, IT WAS BUS 9. i was really elated, i really didnt expect it to be. and it was raining heavily when i was going home, i got quite drenched, but i purposely walked under the rain and thought about him, sincerely praying he would come back. i know it sounds abit ridiculous, but it did cheer me up big time. I also listened to this very old song: Right Here Waiting For You. under the heavy rain under my umbrella...
wherever you go, whatever you do, i will be right here waiting for you. How my heart breaks, i will be right here waiting for you...

My wet umbrella...














**I was praying that you and me might end up together. It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, but I'm holding you closer than most,'cause you are my heaven.**

6th February 2013
Singapore

FOREVERANDALWAYS1106

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