Currently,I am doing well in terms of academic results.( although geography is really worrying; heard feedbacks and saw how scary it was :s ) other than that mini tiny problem, school work has been surprisingly great.
Oh but i am starting to become emotional and really easily upset lately. I really dont know how can i stop myself. It is gonna be lunar new year soon and yet i dont get my usual excitement i always would have during this period of time. And i guess it is bacause of someone, someone who seem to have taken away the spark in me. Like i am unable to feel joy for a long period of time. I hope that these would change, i hope that i'll be happy again. But without him,without the most important and most vital part of my life, is it possible?
Will update more about the whole story once i am free. But due to lack of access to the computer, i cant upload pictures often:/
**My heart has been broken many times, but never like when I lost you. The depth of the grief helped me harden my heart to keep anyone from getting that close again. And they haven’t. Yes, I have loved since you, but I have never loved again like I did you. **
2nd February 2013
Singapore
About Me
- Cy thia
- " i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.
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