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Hey peeps! im back! from like what seems like a looooong time. well, it is midnight now like you know, the first few minutes of Valentines Day. 12am of valentines day im here writing a blog. Well, i actually wanted to post about how i past my Lunar New year, i took lots of photos, but i do not have much time especially when i cant find my goddamn USB wire to transfer the photos to my computer.. so you guys have to wait ya! This will be my so called Valentines post, as to why i didnt name it that, because it just feels like you know, after the new year excitement and everything, feels like it is finally time to go back to my life... Ofcourse and ofcourse and obviously you people would be: SHES DEFINITELY GONNA TALK ABOUT THAT GUY AGAIN.
Well people, LIKE DUH, it is Valentines and although he is not mine anymore, and im obviously gonna spend Valentine alone again, thinking of him. So lets start with this note to from me to him, though im quite certain he wont ever see this blog but oh well...
To you:
Hello. I dont know if at this special day, this day that should be a day we spend together, would i ever cross your mind? Or im long gone from even the deepest of your memories? Im obviously gonna spend the whole of this day thinking of us, of what we had, and of what we could have had. This day, ironically, is actually EXACTLY the fifth month we broke (since we broke at 14th september last year). Valentines day... i see so many couples so many lovers at this day... how do i feel? the usual, just waiting for whatever to happen. What about you at that other side of this place, what are you thinking, what are you doing, how are you doing? At this very day, i just hope you'll be happy and healthy. I hope you'll do well for upcoming o levels examinations, and for you to excel and do well in everything you do. No matter whatever happens to whats left of us, even if i will never have you back with me, i still wish you will be happy, really, i want you to smile always. If all the next Valentines and any other special days, i am not going to be there by your side, i am not the one, i hope whoevers with you will love and care for you like i would have. I hope that you'll love whoever she will be and make sure she love you back and last long! because i want you to get your lifelong happiness that i failed to give you.
Lastly, it was a long time since i said, but
I LOVE YOU.
i really do with all of my heart...

Ya so i will end this blogpost with that, i cant upload any photos but yea~! HAPPY VALENTINES PEOPLE<3

**See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me**

**Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to, I will**

**I love the sun for days, the moon for nights and you forever**

14 February 2013
Malaysia