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" i'm a paradox. i want to be happy, but i think of things that makes me sad. I'm lazy, yet i'm ambitious. i don't like myself, but i love who i am. i say i don't care, but i really do. i crave attention but i reject it when it really comes my way. i'm a conflicted contradiction.

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So pretty right!!!!
Umm today was alright, should be abit better than good?:P why did i say so? I am finally not stuck at home, left there to rot... I went out with my sheeshee (mentioned in other posts before), to collect our prize for the competition which i got top 10 in... Actually, get Top 10 and not Top 3 is already good enough. Get to my point, the prize is actually an apple device!!! IPOD... HAHAHHAHAHAH. so i dont need to always use my phone and safe the space like hell lerrrrr. YAYY. I got a pink one, it is so preddy, im in love with it :P but actually, my favourite colour is black... but i had a new favorite colour, which is pink because well, guess it or not, yes, it is DEAR. 's favorite color. I said before, i love whatever you like or love, you said you love whatever i like or love too, do you still remember? Even though we broke, this little things are things that'll never leave me. You all may find it stupid, but i really grew to love pink! so imagine my excitement and joy when i got my brand new PINK IPOD. (actually, im not sure did he change his favorite color..) Then sheeshee had to dampen my mood a little because she insisted on a purple ipod, when it is out of stock!!!! Then we couldnt claim our prize together): ARGHHH. i begged her to get the blue one since she liked blue too, BUT SHE INSISTED ON PURPLE. i sho sad T.T So im like the only one happy and jumping for joy, abit awkward, so my excitement died down quickly... Aiya but nevermind! i was still superbly happy okay! Then in the end, since i did not bring a bag i asked shee to keep my ipod in hers, AND I FORGOT TO ASK IT BACK FROM HER WHEN WE PARTED WAYS TO GO HOME. then now i miss my ipod ): but haha, i told shee to take a picture of my lovely ipod for me so i can show it to ya all! she also helped me charge it, THANKS shee<3
Then me and sheeshee went to Bishan shopping mall to have our lunch! First time i went out (not after school) with her and had lunch with her! After a long time of indecision, we finally settled on a Japanese restaurant. Splendid meal we had!! And fortunately, i remembered  to snap pictures...
HEH! sorry people whom i happen to include in ma picture :P

My seafood ramen(:
Sooo, you all jealous? Then we had a talk on Colleges we wished to enter, career we wished to have in the future. Then me who wanted alot alot of money, wanted to be like the boss of the restaurant, having restaurants all over the world, being a wealthy ass. HAHAHHA, like a young girl's dream... but i also said i wanted to be a pilot, since that's the other job that earns quite a sum too... Shee was asking me about interests, well, honestly, i liked the occupation as a surgeon, but it doesnt earn as much as a pilot!!! haha, so i just truthfully told shee :P why surgeon? as i mentioned before, i loved biology, i find things you could learn about the human body amazing and magical <3 Anyway, about colleges, shee didnt really had any aims or goals, but in the end she decided that since she needed to work under stress, she decided to aim for the junior college i'm aiming for, Victoria Junior College (one of the top 5 junior colleges in Singapore). For me, it is not really fixed, it really depends on DEAR. again... his studies is actually VERY good (i'm so proud of him), so we shall see what Junior college he ends up in (assuming he gets into one, which i seriously believe he would), and that shall be the junior college i aim to get in (; Shee was like saying: YOU EVERYTHING ALSO ABOUT HIM! Haha sorry shee and you all, cant help it  # "." # (blushing face). Back to my day with her, we went for a little stroll around the mall, and set the bus heading back. Since it was a long way, we talked quite alot on the bus or gossip HAHA, and she helped me braid my hair for fun, and attempted to braid the four sectional braid... which i must add, look alot like the normal one...
Cant see clearly ><
Sorry shee, if you see this hahahhahaha, SURPRISE. (she didnt know i'll post:P) Then we reached Tampines  Mall and went to several bookstores. Me and shee have similar hobbies, WE LOVE TO  READ. although different kind of books. Then we also promised each oher we will come back to the bookstore to have a shopping trip for books! So we will be back books!!! OH AND, i was so tempted to have my fourth attempt to pierce my ear!!! My badbad ear always refuse to recover when i pierce and i always ended up having to give up my piercing due to the horrible condition. Then, my parents refuse to allow any more attempts ): so i actually wanted to be a rebellious girl (which i already am quite), and pierce despite!!! but how am i suppose to make sure it recovers before my parents find out and demanded the piercing closed! Then we will have WORLD WAR 3 at home... So in the end, i had to drown the desire for piercing and wait for the future. :P THEN, we were so comfortably shopping and talking, we forgot about the time! I had a strict curfew that requires me to be at home by 6.30 pm and at 6.09 pm, i was still happily at the bookstore with shee!!!! ARGHH, imagine the panic! I reached home at 6.53 and imagine my heart, like blop, blop, blop, blop (hope its like heart beating), as i walked through the gate of my house... AND THANK GOD, MIRACLE HAPPENED, my parents did not even utter a word or scoldings, nagging or whatsoever about my lateness!!!!!!!!!!!! If you do not understand my reaction to this, i must explain to you. You see, i'm a child who does not have any freedom for the past 14 years of my life... (should be around those number of years), until now, i'm still very controlled, my parents are controlling and old-fashioned so ya. They do not understand how i felt, like being forced to stay at home... Shall not elaborate and complain haha! just know that i was SUPER DUPER HAPPY that nothing happened and we had peace at home. If not i wont be allowed to use the computer, less even updating my blog here! hope parents remain this way forever, though i know i shouldnt reach home later than the time i said i would reach home. :P Goodnight people! it's almost 12 am haha, i should be turning in soon.
Oh and by the way, i just checked whatsapp ( a mobile application), to see if DEAR. is online, and HE IS! i do this just to at least know, whether anot his on his phone, at that corner of the world...

**everyone keeps telling me that dreams do come true, but they forgot that, they also said some things are just not meant to be**

24 February 2013
Singapore

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