The start of it all.

I don't know whether to hate or love last year. It was a magical year, yet it was also devastating. In primary school, my level position had never fallen below 3rd position, never. but last year, which is my secondary 2 year(also my streaming year), i did very badly...
At the start of the year, i was looking forward to see what the year has in hold for me. Academically, i did well, very well for the first term too... could you sense the BUT?
yes, but, it all went wrong... or i should say i met with this someone( no names will be mentioned), and it was the twist of my life? The twist everyone say would occur in everyones life.
I entered a new cca last year, and i met him. As simple a reason, no romance no shit. Just he was a member of my new cca and yes we met. Surprisingly, although i never met him before, we could text for a whole day and many days after.( He also managed to make me smile to my phone despite only having known him for a few days). Trust me, it was just magic. He said he got my number from a certain someone because he saw me and liked me at first sight, i secretly didnt believe him then, because forgive me people but i dont believe in crap like, LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. but i couldnt come up with an explanation for him to get my number when he only met me once, and then manage to keep me talking to him for days and also look forward to talking to him.
So again, expected and unexpected, he did like me and he requested for us to be together. Let me tell you, i just wanted to try out, to have a boyfriend and enjoy the joy of the relationship... I still remember how i accepted him...

Him: Can you be my girlfriend?(or somethhing like that:p)
Me:No candlelit dinner, asking via texts, how can i accept?
Him: Aww, please?
(time past i didnt except him in the end, you know i must act hard to get)
(24th June 2012 after talking to him a whole morning)
Him: Heyyy, i need to go for an hour, i promise, only one hour and i'll be back okay?
(i waited for him one hour and four minutes)
Him: Hi, Im backkkk!!
Me: you are late for 4 minutes, how?
Him: why, you missed me?
Me: why, i cant miss my boyfriend?
Him: did you just accept me?
Me: what do ya think?
So thats how it all started, how he slowly entered into the most forbidden place of all, my heart.

will post further some time later...

**Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you, every song I heard somehow related to you and every couple I saw brought back memories of us. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I don’t have. YOU**

2nd February 2013 (2nd post)
Singapore